Falling….

Have you ever felt like no matter what you do, or how hard you try, everything still just seems to fall apart?

I know I’m trying, maybe not the optimum level that I think I should be.

And I have so many goals and aspirations. A positive attitude. But…

I still can’t seem to get myself together to get S#!* done!

I’m not sure why exactly. But it just doesn’t.

I know I have a history of depression that has overcome me in the past. And in many ways it feels a lot like the same. But I’m not sad or feel despair. In fact, I feel just the opposite… happy and hopeful.

However, I do know I am extremely overwhelmed in my life. I have so many things I think about. So many things on my to do list. So many things that need to get done. That honestly, I have no idea where to begin or start.

And that’s when I feel like I’m falling… falling apart.